So sorry......many of us understand all too well how you are feeling. I still get weepy thinking about Liam, the first buckling I lost. So lots of big hugs for you!
Thanks all. A little ice cream and a day away from the house did us all some good. Feeling much better about it and think we all just got a good dose of life. My son seems to be taking it all very maturely, and in fact started talking about maybe getting a Nubian today (not so sure about that one but glad he isn't mourning too badly over the little guy).