Granny cant go 3 days

[Poka_Doodle]

Hi, I remember you. I think it was when I was amazing show girl that I first met you.

 

[chicken4prez]

Oh yeah? Hm.... was it on BYC?

 

[Poka_Doodle]

Yeah. So if you explore enough to find my journal, I last wrote about BYC.

 

[chicken4prez]

Ok! Is your username the same?

 

[Poka_Doodle]

Not from BYC.

 

[chicken4prez]

Oh! I think I remember you now! Your BYC username just hit me.

 

[Poka_Doodle]

Hey BYC, it's me, Poka Doodle, and about ten other people.
Yes, I'm admitting I had multiple accounts.
For near two years I've been here (BYH) and avoided talking much about BYC, except around @LukeMeister . But now that's going to change, sorta. Since I was young, when we lost my grandpa, I've had depression on and off. I never really realized it until a couple years ago. Depression flares caused me to do things most wouldn't, and eventually needing to leave my first BYC account, jgoldy2. Then that summer I got another account, but my email wouldn't accept it. So then after a couple weeks I got another account under a new email. That email crashed and caused my emails to get sent back and eventually ban my account Poka Doodle. Finally I set up one last account, amazingshowgirl and messed with it this fall, until eventually realising I didn't have enough time for it, and should work on school instead.
So anyways, that's my BYC story. Depression is never good when not managed and under control. And for those that have it, few care to speak of it, even though they don't always know what keeps them going. So minor issues may be nothing to them. And I'm just saying this for those of us here who have it, and continue to make it through the hard days, thanks to our amazing friends.

This is why, but you should go to the thread to read it.

 

[chicken4prez]

I'm so sorry for your loss! I know a few people having the same problems are you are having right now. I'll be praying for you!

 

[Poka_Doodle]

Thanks. I know others who have gone through worse, but still stay happy, so I think of them to motivate me.

 

[chicken4prez]

Thanks. I know others who have gone through worse, but still stay happy, so I think of them to motivate me.