Baymule
Herd Master
Dare I ask what happened
I had to end Mascha's suffering. She got worse and worse and I could tell she wasn't going to make it.
Definitely one of the hardest things I've ever had to do in my life. I buried her and painted a stone to put on her grave.
I was expecting a bad first litter but I wasn't expecting this at all. Right now I feel like giving up on the rabbits but I know I can't...i need them.
I feel like the worst person in the world, and i'm hoping tomorrow will be easier.
Thank you...
And I thought about raising Polish a few years ago but where i was living then they were so hard to come by, so i chose Netherlands instead. Even here i don't see any Polish rabbits anywhere. I'm sure if looked harder i could find a breeder though. But I don't have as many problems with my Holland Lops or the Angoras so that's something.
I have some amazing Netherlands right now, and i would hate to give them up but i'm thinking about it. I just love them all so much and it would be so different not having them around.