Peteyfoozer’s Journey (because journaling’s not enough)

[fuzzi]

She also biopsied my lip today, where the last bir is still stubbornly hanging in because she suspects it may be squamous not basal. Is that normal to have 2 different cancers at once?

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My coworker was diagnosed with breast cancer in both breasts, and each breast had a different type of cancer. At the same time.

 

[peteyfoozer]

So, Fen enjoyed going out to eat, because he would be very vocal and LOUD, if he didn’t get to partake, so I was forced to share with him, but at least he stayed under the table and was quiet enough as long as I paid the ransom

He got all the bacon bits, sausage chunks and pieces of diced ham from my omelette. I got some of the egg, the cheese, inion and bell pepper…
I was glad we had not brought Boone, as a veteran behind us had a tea cup sized dog sitting on the chair next to him, that sounded off as we went to sit down. I’m afraid Boone might have swallowed him before we could react.
I think I will muzzle train Boone, so we can leave him in the car during meals, without having to worry about him tearing the inside apart.
My best chance to train him for his reactivity, I think, is to take him and walk around the ranch store, looking for other dogs. There’s no place else I can go where other dogs are on leash, under control.

He’s becoming more “LGDish as he matures, as in “I’ll do what you asked next time the spirit moves me but right now I’m headed to my crate for a nap.”

I’m really praying hard for another dog that will both bond with me and want to work.

Filling up the holes in my face with Ivermectin as I don’t want them to cut on me.
Feeling sorry for myself, lonely and isolated, missing home. Woe is me.

 

[Baymule]

When yall were in good health, the ranch was a great place to be. Now not so much fun. Too far from anything. But you have us! We love you and love what you post. You are amazing and a super duper online friend!

 

[peteyfoozer]

It’s impossible not to love you, @Baymule you are a kind and generous friend

 

[peteyfoozer]

So Derma called. My face is only pre-cancerous so they are going to freeze it. My chest is going to require a 2-4 hr surgery they say, even though its hardly visible now after using the Ivermectin. I don’t get it. It has diminished to the point I have to feel for it because I can no longer see it…

 

[murphysranch]

My hubs has had soooo many MOHS surgeries, it takes more than two hands to count. Today we went in to an ocular plastic surgeon, cus he has basal cell cancer that is under his smooth skin right next to his left eye near the tear duct. You can't even see it, after they did a biopsy.

My point is, that even tho it looks good from the outside, one never knows what lurks beneath.

Gentle hug to you, given your painful lip and bruised body.

 

[Baymule]

@murphysranch you just made perfect sense. This is what she needed to hear.

It’s impossible not to love you, @Baymule you are a kind and generous friend

Just gotta let Jesus shine.

 

[SageHill]

Hugs

 

[peteyfoozer]

 

[peteyfoozer]