Poka_Doodle's journal

[Poka_Doodle]

Ah, too bad...at least you got second place!
By 'we got some breeding birds' do you mean you bought some? If so, what kind? D'anvers I assume? (probably spelled wrong )

Yeah D'Anver.

 

[Bruce]

No way to get them to correct the math or did you discover it too late? In any case, as @micah wotring said, YOU know you got 2nd and that is what is important. It tells you that you are doing things right.

 

[Poka_Doodle]

No way to get them to correct the math or did you discover it too late? In any case, as @micah wotring said, YOU know you got 2nd and that is what is important. It tells you that you are doing things right.

Thank you!!!

 

[Poka_Doodle]

Hey BYC, it's me, Poka Doodle, and about ten other people.
Yes, I'm admitting I had multiple accounts.
For near two years I've been here (BYH) and avoided talking much about BYC, except around @LukeMeister . But now that's going to change, sorta. Since I was young, when we lost my grandpa, I've had depression on and off. I never really realized it until a couple years ago. Depression flares caused me to do things most wouldn't, and eventually needing to leave my first BYC account, jgoldy2. Then that summer I got another account, but my email wouldn't accept it. So then after a couple weeks I got another account under a new email. That email crashed and caused my emails to get sent back and eventually ban my account Poka Doodle. Finally I set up one last account, amazingshowgirl and messed with it this fall, until eventually realising I didn't have enough time for it, and should work on school instead.
So anyways, that's my BYC story. Depression is never good when not managed and under control. And for those that have it, few care to speak of it, even though they don't always know what keeps them going. So minor issues may be nothing to them. And I'm just saying this for those of us here who have it, and continue to make it through the hard days, thanks to our amazing friends.

 

[Turtle Rock Farm]

Following. Don't have time now to read the whole thing but will later.

 

[Poka_Doodle]

Following. Don't have time now to read the whole thing but will later.

Yay, thanks. Some is just vent.

 

[Dozclan12]

Poka..we have a lot of children. We do have a couple that suffer with depression, but they have it under control. One sadly, doesn't. She is having such a hard time. Really worrying us. Glad that you know that keeping it managed works..doing what is suggested. Take care sweetheart. Thanks for being friends with us from BYC!

 

[mustangrooster]

Following

 

[Poka_Doodle]

Poka..we have a lot of children. We do have a couple that suffer with depression, but they have it under control. One sadly, doesn't. She is having such a hard time. Really worrying us. Glad that you know that keeping it managed works..doing what is suggested. Take care sweetheart. Thanks for being friends with us from BYC!

Aww thanks!!!

 

[Poka_Doodle]

So last night we sent tippy to the Lord. She walked her final lap around the barn and got to take her final nap on the couch. She will be missed dearly, I do admit having Roy helps ease the pain.

I can hardly stay calm thinking of those. I know it happened in January, but I managed to distract my mind about it, until now. RIP Tippy, I hope heaven has great hunting grounds.