promiseacres
Herd Master
Prayers on your house search! That place looks awesome!

...it will get better when ya "nail down" a place to fit the "criteria" that is needed for the family's needs.....finding income is of high "importance", most of the time, so ya may have to "move" to a job.....but, at that point things do get better.....just as ya know now, having gone thru a similar situation going to Alaska.....ya can overcome this too....if it comes to that....ya are older now and your reactions will affect your siblings that look up to ya.....the best thing is to let your parents know they have your support and ya are willing to do what needs to be done.....you'll always have my support!!.....that is the best thing ya can do is to just tell em, I promise ya it will touch em like ya wouldn't even imagine...
and prayers for you and your family 