Thank you all again. I talked to her breeder last night, she had never heard of a kid that big being born to a FF, and she said she never ever has had a kid that big in any of her does. She was very comforting and reasuring that it probably wont happen again with my beloved Tippy. My current biggest concern is poor Tippy, was bred 18 days after Willow and the 2 of them have never been seperated. I provided her with my little nubian kid, which seems to help a little, but her appetite has gone way down. Although she may just be getting picky and tired of eating grain and greens s she is still munching a bit on hay and didn't walk away from apple slices and bananas.
I'm sorry for your loss, it is so easy to get attached to the ladies.
I have lost 2 doelings in the last 2 weeks, both were from different ladies but the youngest of twins.
The night before they were fine next day, laying almost dead in their shed, I cried when I burried both of them.
It's funny each doe has their own personality, and we get so that we talk to them just like people and personally I like my goats better than most of the people I know.
Just wanted to let you know I understand your pain and God be with you in your sorrow.