SageHill
Herd Master
Nah - you're good. The first ones are the hardest. It can be bittersweet - hard to let go, but afterwards life gets better/easier/safer.Starting to think I'm not solid enough for this!!
I let go of one of my oldies earlier this year. He'd been a great sheep esp with new dogs, but he was getting old. I felt bad, but I also got $ and put that into some new sheep - and one gave me twins. It's a cycle. You treat them well, and they move on.