Today was not a good day... Alarm off at 6, too dark to feed so snoozed until 7. Goats were being royal dicks. Everyone wanted to be at someone else's bowl. finally gave up. I try to protect the weaker and keep others away from them but they were being dicks too. Left here right at 8. Couple days ago they called and moved my appt to 12 from 2pm. My doc returned from India today so was on an admin day so had replacement doc. Oh joy. No knowledge of my history. Top it off we get to talking and he wants to have goats and a hobby farm at some point
& is a registered Vet in FL... 

guess the VA is either screening for the best, regardless of background, or, well, you know the alternative.


Seemed like a real nice doc and he cared...
So lots of blood tubes today. needle pusher wasn't as accurate as I would have liked. 2nd time got the job done. So labs... uric acid was at 4 so well below tolerable at 6. I tried to explain to the doc I know what gout feels and presents like and what I'm experiencing is NOT GOUT! He finally accepted my input. So there's this pain indicator molecule that floats around in the body. PRS or PSR... something of that sort. Anyway, The average person on any given day should be below 7 I'm at 235!

When the doc told me this I looked right at him and said... That's what I've been trying to TELL you doc! I'm in hellatious, continuous, spreading pain!!! He wrote me another prednisolone script and a 7 day course of Oxycodone (4/day, 28 pills). Still had 7-8 tablets from the last script of OC, and told him so. Also explained they are NOT addictive to me, and are used only in the most dire times when I can't function. Doc has filed for consults and 3 month revisit. Said I might have to look at using a biologic as this may be some sort of auto immune issue.
So I guess according to the numbers, I've now officially crossed over to the dark side... Sugar came in at 6.9, threshold for diabetes. So, no longer borderline, now officially am. It's the control sugar kind so the diet and changes are def going to be ramping up. He said it's not like life threatening or anything... I am right on the line designator. Keep losing weight (282 today), watch what I eat, try to stay mobile (wish I could... I'm so trying!).
I was in so much pain by the time I was checking out that I actually passed some tears... I explained to the girls that I was in really bad pain and just wanted to get home. They seemed a little freaked out... I tried to hide it as best I could. Lost it a little again picking up the scripts. Everyone was really nice today. Just wish the time hadn't gotten screwed up.
Anyway, couldn't come straight home... all out of dog food, all out of goat pellets so swung into Wallyworld, got some milk, nyquil, generic aleve (will try it again), paper products, new field shoes... yup, peeled a sole back again.

Then TSC for 1 bag of goat pellets. They actually had fresh feed!

Packaged mid January

By the time I got the goat pellets in the barrel and the goats fed, dog food in the house and opened, dogs fed, products put away... I hurt...

When done here, I'm planning recliner and ice packs. Tomorrow will be another really pain filled day...


12 bags of feed and whatever bales of hay. Gotta do it... no choice.