So sorry!
Its so sad when things like that happened! I had a buckling that died being born on Valentines day. It was overnight and his mom didn't even have an udder building yet so I didn't know and he must have had his head stuck cause his teeth were loose and bloody from the birth so sorry your going through this
Thanks guys. On a positive note Spec is recovering well and moving around a little better. I still had to help her onto the milk stand today, but she jumped off on her own. She gave me 3 cups and it's only day 2! And that was just 1 milking.
Merlin seems to be building a little more of an udder, so fingers crossed she's due when I think she is.