Words can't even express the sadness and sorrow as well as the hopes we all have for you and your family. And we all share your pain and hope we can lift you up in some way. Just know that all of us are with you and praying for you. I wish I could say something to make this all easier. I think we all do. Please don't hesitate to ask for our help!
Your animals may be of some comfort to you in the coming difficult times. And it may be too much for you to handle to sell them and try to coordinate the sale. Take it one day at a time. And reach out!
Perhaps there are some of us (if we live near) can help with your farm animals.
Perhaps you can reach out to a local animal rescue organization to help with their care in the interim of your time with the hospital and all the medical doctors, so you won't have to worry about them. I know the organization I work with sometimes helps with that. Also if you have a church, reach out to your pastor and your church for help with your animals.
Checked last night and went to your website and see you are in California...was hoping you lived closer to me, but quite a far distance from Northeast MS...wish I was able to help with caring for your children and animals.
Queen Mum is right...reaching out can help you through this, and people really want to do all they can in times like this.
Please never say you are rambling when you post...we are here for you and will keep praying hard
Most recent blood tests show the tumor is most likely NOT embryonic glioma type of cancer. Have no idea if thats good, bad, or doesn't matter. I am in the stage of desperation, frantically searching for natural cures...wanting to try anything...terrified of any 'conventional' medical treatments- they are SO sickeningly toxic and debilitating.
I at times feel SO strong in my faith- I feel this disease has NO chance in the face of God and His promises. Other times I find myself planning his funeral, trying to figure out what to do with all his little outs=fits. I see myself curled in a ball on a pile of his things, just sobbing...
But then I recall the promises made by Him, and that this disease has no place in our son or our lives. It has no hope of survival...
Please keep praying, please read Matthew 21:21, and please re-post it here as encouragement for us. Thank you so, so much.
MODS- please forgive me if the previous request is not allowed on BYH. Feel free to remove if not ok. This site is one of the few places I go for support, I could not handle it if I was banned...