Peteyfoozer’s Journey (because journaling’s not enough)

[peteyfoozer]

The two cancers on my upper lip are gone, I can barely feel where they were. The large one in my chest is smaller than a pimple and can no longer be seen, I can inly find it by feeling for it I will continue to apply the paste until I can no longer feel them at all.
The appointment to determine the boundaries of the cancer was rescheduled for Monday, so I will let you all know what they say.

 

[Baymule]

That is just freaking fantastic.

 

[Mini Horses]

I'll be excited to hear the DR report! Appears to be unreal.

 

[SageHill]

Looking forward to the report as well.
And on a whim I typed in ivermectin and found --- are you sitting down????
Ivermectin cream available at Walgreens straight off the shelf!

 

[fuzzi]

The two cancers on my upper lip are gone, I can barely feel where they were. The large one in my chest is smaller than a pimple and can no longer be seen, I can inly find it by feeling for it I will continue to apply the paste until I can no longer feel them at all.
The appointment to determine the boundaries of the cancer was rescheduled for Monday, so I will let you all know what they say.

I am SO happy for you!

 

[peteyfoozer]

 

[peteyfoozer]

Its really cold out. The rabbit food barrel and 2 of the stack cages are still under snow. I have 9 kits I need to process and I really should harvest the buck and 3 breeding does because I can’t sell anything from here and we can’t afford to take care of them anymore.
My Reynaud’s is causing incredible pain in my hands just trying to feed them, no way can I process like this…not sure what to do
Considering just killing a couple a week and tossing out to Boone

 

[Baymule]

I’m so sorry. It’s time to butcher the rabbits and you are unable. I admire you so much. You struggle daily just to do the basics. Honestly I don’t know how you do it. Sending you a big hug.

 

[peteyfoozer]

I’m so sorry. It’s time to butcher the rabbits and you are unable. I admire you so much. You struggle daily just to do the basics. Honestly I don’t know how you do it. Sending you a big hug.

Thanks Baymule. I can use all the support I can get. I was still fairly capable a couple of years ago, but my condition seems to be deteriorating more quickly now. Sorta like the toilet paper at the end of the roll.

 

[peteyfoozer]

Tomorrow is the (what’s the word when you change your appointment to a different day? Damn slippery words! ) that day for dermatologist. We will see how much, if anything, is left of the cancer.
Poor Fenny will have to go with me, just to manage ridiculous panic attacks. I just won’t ask him to task, or separate him from Randy.
Poor Boone will spend the day alone, crying for us, as he cried for Fen today, all afternoon.
I feel like the absolute worst dog owner on earth.