Thank you for the thoughts for sure, it's been hard I brought some ashes with us and we buried them here so that when the animals want to come down from heaven to visit they know where we are It really helped my 9yo daughter to think of this although she still won't talk about the fire much.
Unfortunately for the arson investigator it snowed for a few days starting the day after it happened so it made it very hard to investigate.
I had found a melted glass bottle in the ashes later and he told me usually that is a sign of an accelerant like fuel or chemicals.
We actually didn't have anything stored in the barn because we had just cleaned it a few months before that. The only hay in it was 1 square bale the cow was eating on.
I did have a compost pile of cow manure and hay that I had started in the middle of the barn, but it was far away from anything else.
I try not to dwell on the specifics, I don't like to have hate in my heart, it's hard to think that this landlord would have gone that far but at the same time his reactions afterward and during the fire were very strange indeed.
He came and asked me 3 days later was I going to pay to dispose of the animal carcasses because he didn't want them buried on the property and didn't want to pay for cleaning up dead charred animals.
Honestly I don't think he even has a heart. He asked me this in front of my daughter.
The other really bad thing about it all was it was the day after Valentine's Day so now every year we will be sad on Valentine's Day .
Our landlord also took us to court and sued and won for damages from the fire, 15,000.00 he knows we don't have that kind of money at all, he waited 30 days and filed for wage garnishment. Now he has taken my kids Christmas money, doesn't seem fair.
It's good we are a Christian family and as long as we are together and healthy I pray they will try to understand and not be mad or too sad