Peteyfoozer’s Journey (because journaling’s not enough)

[peteyfoozer]

 

[peteyfoozer]

Went to emergency as I could no longer cope with the pain from my thumb.
Unfortunately it is NOT dislocated so there is no help to be had. I was praying they could pop it back in and it would be just a little sore but manageable. There’s nothing they can give me for pain because I am already on oxycodone(which isn’t helping it at all) They muscled a larger splint than the one I was wearing which was excruciating and it’s not coming off because the slightest movement of my fingers shoots pain to instant 10.
Boone handled things well, even with me crying out when they manipulated my hand. He was concerned for me but showed no aggression whatsoever towards the staff.

The wound is now glued shut, I’m on antibiotics and praying God will give me the strength to deal with yet another level of pain.
I will sure be glad when this sh*t is over and I can walk into heaven and never feel this way again.

 

[Baymule]

Awww…..Boone is the best. There is a lot of pain and anguish in that picture, but there is so much love and adoration in that picture too.

 

[fuzzi]

Went to emergency as I could no longer cope with the pain from my thumb.
Unfortunately it is NOT dislocated so there is no help to be had. I was praying they could pop it back in and it would be just a little sore but manageable. There’s nothing they can give me for pain because I am already on oxycodone(which isn’t helping it at all) They muscled a larger splint than the one I was wearing which was excruciating and it’s not coming off because the slightest movement of my fingers shoots pain to instant 10.
Boone handled things well, even with me crying out when they manipulated my hand. He was concerned for me but showed no aggression whatsoever towards the staff.

The wound is now glued shut, I’m on antibiotics and praying God will give me the strength to deal with yet another level of pain.
I will sure be glad when this sh*t is over and I can walk into heaven and never feel this way again.

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Love you, sister.

 

[farmerjan]

So sorry for the pain. So glad for any comfort that Boone can give.

 

[SageHill]

Love the both of you.
I can't imagine the pain. Praying you heal quickly and somehow the pain will lessen. Glad you got that flap glued shut - silver lining to the ER trip.
Keep up the fantastic work Boone.

 

[peteyfoozer]

Thank you

 

[peteyfoozer]

Idk is what is wrong with me. The smallest things are making me feel like I’m gonna go into a rage. I’m not that kind of a person. It’s taking a great deal of effort to keep from reacting to how I feel. I don’t know what’s causing this. I feel like I’m about to lose it.
Definitely need prayer right now…

 

[SageHill]

Sending hugs and positive thoughts.
Do you think that perhaps it's a combination of all the different rx's and interactions between them? Short of going off everything and cleaning the system out (if that was even possible idk, and not a doc) I have no idea how to figure that out.

 

[peteyfoozer]

I’ve only been taking the pain meds and now antibiotics, because all the Rx’s were messing with my gut, although I need to get back on the RA stuff because the joint inflammation will cause permanent damage…
I think I’m losing my sh*t