Thanks. Sigh. He is still wonderful. He is still kind and sweet. I still love him. But he will just be so far away. I won't be able to see him or touch him. But if he needs to go, he needs to go. Have to let him go where he needs to go.
Too good to be true always is.
In the meantime, do you know what happens when Pumpkin ferments in a jar that is not fully sealed?
The jar lid explodes OFF the jar blowing pumpkin stuff all over the ceiling, walls, floor and kitchen appliances. It makes a very loud explosion sound. Then the resulting gooey stuff drips slowly down the walls ceiling and appliances till you get it all cleaned up. BUT the good side of it is that if you added spices to the mix, it smells quite pleasant while you are cleaning it up. It is hard to get off the ceiling, though!
One finds gooey pumpkin stuff in very strange places while cleaning.
And when two of them explode simultaneously it is even more exciting.